Chapter 4 - Dinner With
Tom & Sienna
March 8th
2013
Kristen POV
About two hours after we’d fallen asleep, I
heard Destiny’s soft cries. Instantly I was awake making the short distance
around to Rob’s side of the bed picking her up from the basinet holding her to
my chest getting back into bed and unclasping my bra pulling it off lifting my
hoody watching as she found my breast on her own beginning to nurse. As I
turned to look across at Rob I saw his eyes on me blushing slightly. Within
minutes I was in his arms, my head rested against his chest. Taking a deep
breath I tried to calm my emotions, not wanting to end up in tears again.
Looking up into his eyes I could see the smile forming on his face the same way
it always did when he watched me nurse.
“Like what you see?”
“You have no idea how much it pleases me to see
you nurse.”
“Is that so? You don’t mind sharing my breasts
then?”
“They give our little girl nourishment that’s
all that matters to me.”
“She’s a guzzler when she’s hungry.”
“So I’ve noticed.”
“When do we need to start getting ready for
dinner?”
“After she’s finished nursing.”
“How did Nick take the news?”
“Not well, but it’s not his family.”
“They think it’s easy for us to drop out of
films. I know how much that film meant to you that’s why I held it in for so
long.”
“You should have told me sooner.”
“I know that now.”
“I love you; you and Destiny will always come
first.”
“I love you too.”
Moving Destiny to my right breast I smiled as
she started to nurse again resting my head back against the headboard feeling in
desperate need of a shower. It didn’t take long for Destiny to fall asleep
after nursing as I gently unlatched her from my breast handing her slowly to
Rob to burp whilst I showered. Sliding out of bed, once in the bathroom, I
stripped out of the clothes I’d been wearing since the plane instantly feeling
better, however the second I stepped into the warm water, my tense muscles
instantly relaxed. After showering and washing my hair, I dried off blow drying
my hair straight, braiding it.
Entering the bedroom again, I stepped into the
small closet pulling out a plain white T Shirt and shorts pulling them on
quickly, once again turning around to see Rob staring at me, I knew he was
feeling the effects of not being able to be intimate but the doctor had told us
we had to restrain until Destiny was 6 weeks old. Taking Destiny in my arms, I sat
on the bed whilst Rob showered and changed. When he returned to the bedroom, he
of course gorgeous, I couldn’t help but stare. His small smile made me realise
I’d been caught out, though he didn’t seem to mind. Five minutes later we were
on our way to meet Tom and Sienna at Gordon Ramsey’s new restaurant on West 54th
Street. As we pulled up at the restaurant I immediately spotted Tom and Sienna
sitting at a quiet table in the corner, once we were out of the car I held
Destiny to my chest as she slept peacefully in my arms. Tom came to meet us,
helping Rob with the stroller as we arrived at the table.
“Hey how’s Marlowe.”
“He’s with Sienna sleeping, looks like Destiny
has the same idea.”
“She’s just been fed before we came out.”
“She’s beautiful.”
“Thank you.”
“Kristen can I have a word in private.”
“Sure.”
Reluctantly walking away from Rob I followed Tom
to the corner of the restaurant where it was relatively quiet, taking a deep
breath I prepared myself for the conversation, praying I would be able to keep
a handle on my emotions. Once we’d reached a quiet table, I sat down, with Tom
sitting opposite me. Looking down at Destiny, I smiled seeing her happily
sleeping, realising I couldn’t put off this conversation much longer. Turning
my focus away from Destiny, I looked into Tom’s eyes smiling suddenly feeling
shy. His smile calmed my nerves as he started to talk.
“So I had an interesting conversation with Rob
the day Destiny was born.”
“What did he say?”
“That you thought I believed those articles.”
“I know it’s stupid, when I think about it now,
but at the time.”
“Kris, I may have known Rob first, but we can
all see how much you love him. Never for one second did I think that any of
that stuff was true. Why would you think I did?”
“The last time I saw you was Cannes, every other
On The Road premiere that happened last year you weren’t there.”
“Marlowe had just arrived; I didn’t want to
leave Sienna as I’m sure you and Rob are just finding out.”
“Mm, he’s just pulled out of Mission Blacklist
because I had a breakdown.”
“He loves you and Destiny; he doesn’t want to
leave you.”
“I know.”
“Then stop feeling guilty about it.”
“How the hell did you know that?”
“I know you. You fret.”
“Sorry.”
“Don’t be. Where are you staying?”
“Our hotel. We managed to unpack everything
before coming out.”
“You’re not staying there with a baby; you’re
coming back with us.”
“I had a feeling you’d say that.”
“I’m not taking no for an answer.”
“We’d love to stay with you.”
“Feel better now?”
“Mm. We should get back before they come looking
for us.”
“Good point.”
Checking on Destiny, I smiled seeing her eyes
open as she looked up at me. Talking to Tom had taken a weight off my mind. I’d
always had a close relationship with him, he was like my best friend and
brother wrapped into one. We arrived back at our table just as the food
arrived, once I’d sat down next to Rob and settled Destiny into her stroller I
started eating, suddenly realising how hungry I actually was. Resting my head
against Rob’s shoulder, I looked up smiling leaning up to kiss his lips gently.
“I’d say we have definitely proved we can travel
with a newborn. Unless she needs us she’s as good as gold.”
“That we have. You seem happier now.”
“That’s because I am. All I needed was a little
reassurance.”
“Let me guess, we’re not staying at the hotel.”
“Got it in one. There’s less chance of us being
photographed if we stay with Tom and Sienna.”
“That’s true. Are you sure you don’t want to
move back to LA?”
“Only if it’s what you want.”
“Your happiness is all that matters to me.”
“I’d be lying if I said I didn’t miss LA I’m
just not sure I miss it enough to move back yet.”
“What does your gut tell you?”
“To stop being a wimp and move back to LA.”
“Then that’s what we’ll do. We can return to
England for holidays.”
“We need to release that statement soon.”
“We will.”
Pushing my plate to one side, I held Destiny
close to my chest rubbing her back as she started to fuss. Standing slowly, I
walked into the restroom, heading for the changing table laying Destiny onto it
gently, before changing her wet diaper, tossing it in the trash, snapping the
poppers back into place sliding on a tiny t shirt and jeans. Just as I was
leaving the ladies room, I smiled seeing Sienna heading my way. I’d always
liked Sienna, I knew the instant Tom was introduced to her they would be happy
together. No doubt just as Tom had seen with myself and Rob. A perfect match.
“I was wondering if you wanted to come shopping
with me tomorrow, we could go to the beach and relax with Rob and Tom later on
in the day. I’m sure you’ve noticed how much they gossip like girls.”
“They’re so alike sometimes it’s scary. Did Rob
tell you The Rover is going to Cannes?”
“He did. He’s so excited.”
“I know, I’m a little scared of how the fans are
going to react to Destiny.”
“I know that feeling, you just have to bite the
bullet and the rest will sort itself out.”
“Any advice on how we reveal it to the fans.”
“There are a few ways really, I take it you
don’t want to reveal her in a magazine.”
“We don’t trust them anymore after well you
know.”
“The best way to reveal her could be via your
management, the media will try and get pictures of her but her face is always
hidden on your shoulder they won’t get a good shot.”
“I like that idea. Would you or Tom take the
pictures.”
“Of course. We’re getting ready to go. Rob’s got
the stroller ready.”
“Thank you.”
“For what?”
“Understanding.”
“Always will. Come on we better get going before
they come looking for us.”
“Heaven forbid.”
Resting Destiny against my chest once more
Sienna and I made our way back to Tom and Rob who were waiting outside for us,
the minute I was back in Rob’s arms, the fears disappeared. Once I’d managed to
calm my erratic emotions again, I lay Destiny into her stroller covering her
with a blanket kissing her cheek gently. Twenty minutes later all four of us,
including babies had arrived back at the hotel, within ten minutes of us entering
the hotel room, Tom and Rob had our cases repacked and in the car. I couldn’t
help but laugh at their enthusiasm. However I had to admit as much as I loved
this hotel, it was no place to be with a child.
Rob POV
Since Kristen’s talk with Tom and Sienna I’d
noticed a considerable change in her, she wasn’t worried anymore, instead she
was carefree and enjoying herself, something I was extremely happy to see. As
Tom and I packed everything into the cases, Kristen and Sienna talked about
different poses we would be taking the photographs. Once everything had been
packed in the car, we made our way back up to the hotel room to collect our
wives and children. This trip to New York ad opened my eyes to a lot, the
main one being we couldn’t hide forever,
Kristen’s family live in LA, we belong there, we can be in England any time.
Before either Tom or I could open our mouths to tell them we were ready to
leave, we were being dragged from the room toward the lobby.
“Someone’s eager to leave.”
“Yeah well, it’ll be nice to sleep in a bed
that’s actually comfortable.”
“That’s true.”
“I’m glad you arranged this. I’d have driven
myself nuts otherwise.”
“That’s what I thought. It also proved something
to me.”
“What’s that?”
“Our home is in LA and we shouldn’t allow the
media to push us out.”
“They won’t. After talking to Sienna I’m not
frightened of them anymore. She’s going to take the photographs for us to
release tomorrow.”
“Sounds like a good idea to me.”
“I think she wants her daddy.”
“I can tell.”
Ever so gently I took Destiny from Kristen
holding her close to my chest as she slept against my shoulder, rubbing her
back softly as she slept, it still amazed me how much our lives had changed in
just a week however I wouldn’t change any of it. When we got back to LA I was
going to talk to Kristen about having a naming ceremony, I definitely wanted
the Twilight cast to be the first to see her, Jackson had given me a lot of
advice on how to introduce Destiny to the fans, he’d released a photograph into
the media. As I kissed Destiny’s forehead I decided to talk to Kristen about
which magazine she felt she would be able to trust, right now I didn’t want to
even discuss this with Nick because he didn’t seem to understand why I was
cutting down my work load. But there was one thing I did know, no one, no
matter who they were would get between me and my family. No matter how big the
movie would be Kristen and Destiny would be my first and only priority. My
angels. My life. My world.
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